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What Do Dogs See When They Have a Flashback?

by Anita Velveeta

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1.
my eyebrows are like an uncut yuppy hedge outside a mansion thats going up in flames sometimes its one sometimes its two depends the day fuzzy caterpillar on my face that i cant tame ive been fighting against my body why cant it work for me the only time i like my look is when im in my sleep i know ill never pass but still i try to keep on keeping looking in the mirror without getting the urge to scream and scream and my eyebrows are like an uncut yuppy hedge outside a mansion thats going up in flames sometimes its one sometimes its two depends the day fuzzy caterpillar on my face that i cant tame (idk what i sang in this next part but it sounds edgy)
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Overworld 01:41
i wish all the people in my house would just leave why cant they all go and let me fucking be i need to be alone a desire to be solitary they aint too bad but their company isnt necessary listening to a story ive heard for the 90 millionth time bragging post lovers free drugs oh so many lines even with my headphones on their chatter overpowers the song im on i just wanna make some music they just wanna whine why are they still hear my patience is microscopic feeling so misanthropic why do i even care their voices are like worms their mere presence is a germ burrowing inside my brain maggots they just pitter patter eating all of my grey matter might set the house up in flames if they dont get the fuck right out ill burn this motherfucker down i just wanna run away to somewhere like sitka i know that sounds edgy as someone like nietzsche the idea in my head is as pretty as a picture but in reality itd probably be much different listening to the same story that i heard in the last verse im the one to blame for my feelings im the worst at conflict resolution to me is an illusion all i do is just run and cry why cant i just fucking try why are they still hear my patience is microscopic feeling so misanthropic why do i even care their voices are like worms their mere presence is a germ burrowing inside my brain maggots they just pitter patter eating all of my grey matter might set the house up in flames if they dont get the fuck right out ill burn this motherfucker down
3.
its been 33 weeks since i played my last show im like an addict ive been going through withdrawal been spending most my time with jeopardy and alcohol take a shot everytime theres a daily double got caught up on all of fucking naruto how much worse can it get is like a new motto cried at work like 50 fucking times now but i also got a kitty cat with the cutest meow her names pappy, short for paprika a little bit spicy, but mostly the sweetest my dog got a toe removed a couple months before i dont think he even noticed he has gotten so old and so have i, feels like a year wasted dont know what to do im stuck in endless chasing i was supposed to be on tour, holy shit i miss tour i used to feel so hungry now i just feel compacint "in these troubled times.." i hate that why could people not just wear masks this country is a joke but no ones fucking laughing if i hear "stay safe" one more time i will fucking snap if you think this is almost over got some news for you if you think things will go back to normal try to think it through weve pushed forward the doomsday clock one step closer to aftershock each day the pains gets stronger i can feel the world rot
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Drunk 01:26
ive been wearing the same clothes for two weeks stains on every corner i reek sometimes i cant no critique boozed out for so long i cant speak i will drink anything i can get my hands on gimme a bit of time and i will pass out on my front lawn sleep out in the grass with a bottle then wake me up at dawn do it all over again get wasted try to make songs everyday im a drinking contest with myself i want to lose my mind cause sober life is hell isolations got me drinking more than when i was playing shows and now that its winter ill probably pass out in the fucking snow i drink more vodka than i do water i dont give a shit how many brain cells ive slaughter on my back with food on my lap like im a river otter and if my drink aint strong enough i mix it with a blotter karkov, hamms, mix it together call that shit a minnesota winter hurts just like a three inch splinter but turns you into an olympic sprinter getting too drunk to finish this last verse plus i probably should go get ready for work put a bunch of make up on put my hair up in a bun sorry this song is gonna be a short one
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feeling sick and out of breath, from my telephone got a pain inside my chest, wont leave me alone my neanderthal brain can not understand the games that they play to get their names to internet fame i wont be and e-musician (lol) , hate the fucking livestreams i just lack that ambition, instant notifications id rather sit at home and write, than get into twitter fights, through the night just for the limelight. these apps are made to cause addiction to influencers bullshit opinions fighting for your friends attention, views and shares retweets and mentions hating your best friend just because they get more likes swipe up right to cry through the night these apps are made to cause addiction to influencers bullshit opinions fighting for your friends attention, views and shares retweets and mentions hating your best friend just because they get more likes swipe up right to cry through the night
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Addin' Em Up 01:16
calling in to work, ill deal with finances later cause if i see my boss today or any administrator i think that ill go crazy, cut off my own scalp take a rusty spoon and scoop my whole brains out blasting johnny paycheck, this fucking job i hate take this job and shove it? thats only the beginning ill clean out all the tills, bust open the safe take my stack of cash and use it to slap my bosses face fighting for our share, demanding higher pay minimum wage will never cover the shit we do daily collecting every dollar just to buy a better life but the people from the top laugh from their giant money pile vampires, bloodsuckers, grey suits with teslas exploiting workers is their only agenda subtraction, division, the people they dividing the more that we struggle the more they keep adding vampires, bloodsuckers, grey suits with teslas exploiting workers is their only agenda subtraction, division, the people they dividing the more that we struggle the more they keep adding fuck your tesla fuck your tesla
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Arf 01:36
conning everyone i know ive been putting on a show feeling like a show poodle barking like a good girl im like a rule 63 frank zappa sound a bit like hatsune miku meets abba meets quasimoto mixed with johnny paycheck houkago tea time electric wizard and carly rae jepsen wearing a giant fur coat i got from goodwill cause i think its iconic all my friends and family are avoiding me they think im psychotic they all i think that ive lost my mind and i really cant blame their logic i guess i feel that relationships are the root of all my problems im like that shit you find on the internet at 3 o clock in the morning im like that weird uncomfortable feeling you get when youre sad and horny if i wear a toy id come wrapped in a bunch of warnings i just want your attention i just want to feel your adorning
10.
my dog is fucking dying and i know it hes in so much pain he just keeps showing it hes shaking all the time kinda deaf and mostly blind he cries in the middle of the night from his muscle spasms he got a tumor under his nail they took the whole thing off sometimes the pain is so bad he cant move around or walk other times i look in his eyes i see the fight he dont wanna die how do you know when its time to kill something you love ive always been bad at giving things up is it selfish of me to make him endure this pain his past owner was a hoarder in arizona picked him up in utah brought him to minnesota maybe thats why hes always been a little bitter loves the desert hates the winter his body hurts when its cold maybe im to blame for that i will be there when the vet sticks the needle in i will try to calm him scratch is little furry head i promise to be there when he takes his last breath how do you know when its time to kill something you love ive always been bad at giving things up is it selfish of me to make him endure this pain
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Say What? 01:35
when you kiss my neck got me feeling good as heck and when you pin me down put my mind up in the clouds make me beg for you do whatever you want me to tie me up and choke me out ill make you proud ill make you proud give me just a taste and then take it all away from make me feel safe and warm then scare the living shit out me i know i sound demanding but i just cant fucking stand it feed into my self loathing please just give me what i need
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an album about dogs dying, hating your job, and gender dysphoria

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released December 4, 2020

co mixed by meek and anita
keys on tracks 7 and 12 by meek
flute on track 12 by allison
gtr on track 6 and 7 by amber
yeehawing and violin on tracks 5 and 12 by andrea

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